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DAMINI:  So  now,  this  is  my  fault  that  you  arrived  late  and  now  we  must  cross  this  forest  in
               the  dark.  You  have  no  time  for  home,  it  is  also  my  fault.  I  am  taking  the  whole  responsibility
               of  managing  the  house,  which  is  also  my  fault.  You  know  what?  Marrying  you  was  my  fault
               and   I   am   paying   the   price   for   it.


               ROHIT:   (Looks  at  Damini.)  You  are  the  reason  for  me  being  at  the  office  for  so  long.  The
               only   peace   left   in   my   life   is   during   office   time.   You   have   made   life   difficult   for   me.

               DAMINI:    (Screaming.)    Look   at   the   road.   Deer.


               (Rohit  went  haywire   and  steered  to  the  right,  but  the  car  lost  control  and  it  rammed  into  a
               tree.   The   glass   broke   into   pieces   and   splashed   on   his   face.)

               (He   walks   up   to   Damini   and   stands   in   front   of   her.   Damini   stands   and   hugs   him   tightly.)

               ROHIT:   Are   you   fine   Damini?    (Kisses   her   forehead)

               DAMINI:    (Starts  crying  and  points  to  the  car)  look  there .  (Shrieky  voice)  Can  you  see  our
               bodies?   We   are   not   alive   now.

               (Rohit  fell  on  his  knee  and  started  crying,  in  despair  and  disbelief.  Both  start  to  cry  looking  at
               each   other.)

               DAMINI:   (Holding  the  tears  and  cleaning  them  with  her  hand.)  I  am  also  going   through  the
               same  thing.  I  understand  your  emotions,  after  knowing  that  we  are  not  alive,  I  cried  a  lot.  But
               after  some  time  the  emotions  settled,  and  I  realized  that  what  happened  cannot  be  undone.  We
               cannot  go  back  in  time  to  change  it,  so  we  must  accept  this  and  there  is  nothing  we  can  do
               about    it.

               ROHIT:  I  cannot  believe  this.  Am  I  having  a  bad  dream?  How  is  this  possible?   (Rohit  starts
               to   slap   himself)

               DAMINI:  Do  not  do  it.  You  will  hurt  yourself.  Please,  sit  down .  (Rohit  and  Damini  both  sit
               down.   Rohit   is   still   sobbing.)

               DAMINI:   I   always   wondered,   what   happens   after   death.  I  used  to  think  that  we  are  born
               again  and  are  part  of  a  cycle.  Well,  that  could  transcend  time,  place,  and  species.  What  about
               you?

               ROHIT:   How   can   you   be  so  oblivious?  Are  you  even  acknowledging  the  fact  that  we  are
               dead   and   will   never   be   able   to   go   back   to   our  lives?  You  are  behaving  as  if  nothing  has
               changed.


               DAMINI:  Rohit,  the  fact  of  the  hour  is  that  we  are  not  alive  anymore.  We  are  not  even  sure
               about  the  time  we  have  left  with  one  another.  It  makes  no  sense  to  repent  the  loss  of  life  after
               being  dead.  We  have  been  going  through  a  rough  patch  and  I  think  we  should  make  the  most
               of   the   time   we   have   in   our   hands.

               ROHIT:   (Starts  crying.)  I  never  thought  that  life  would  end  like  this.  So  suddenly,  it  has  gone
               in   a   snap.







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