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Turning   Tables


                                       Avanti   Sontakke 2017B4AB0613P   and   Tanya   Syag   2017D2TS1242P

               The  thinnest  skin  on  the  outside  of  the  body  is  on  the  eyelids.  My  eyelids  were  being  pulled
               upwards  but  something  seemed  to  hold  their  ends  down.  There  was  a  huge  effort  and  it  felt
               like  they  would  tear  at  the  next  instance  but  instead,  my  vision  was  suddenly  overpowered  by
               bright  white  light.  It  took  me  a  while  but  once  I  was  able  to  see  clearly  all  I  saw  was  a  tiled
               ceiling.

               My  body  did  not  feel  like  my  own.  It  was  weak  and  numb,  every  movement  got  my  muscles
               tingling  and  aching.  The  place  I  was  in  was  unfamiliar,  I  tried  to  think  about  what  brought  me
               here,  what  had  weakened  me,  and  what  was  holding  me  captive?  I  couldn’t  move,  couldn’t
               speak.  My  throat  ached  for  a  drink  of  water  and  though  I  could  not  touch  my  skin  I  still  felt
               the  dryness.  I  tried  to  bring  my  arms  close  to  my  face,  and  I  saw  my  left  arm,  thin  and  patchy.
               My  right  arm  was  held  back  by  something,  I  tried  harder  and  lifted  my  head.  What  looked
               like  an  IV  was  attached  to  it;  clear  liquid  seemed  to  be  flowing  into  my  veins.  This  was  when
               I   started   to   panic.

               My  hair  seemed  to  have  grown  a  bit,  I  could  see  its  ends  near  my  shoulders.  I  managed  to
               raise  my  head  higher  and  support  myself  using  my  left  elbow.  There  was  no  other  support,  no
               pillows.  I  was  lying  on  a  thin  mattress  on  a  thin  bed,  dressed  in  a  plain  white  tunic.  The  bed
               seemed  to  be  in  the  centre  of  the  room,  with  the  IV  stand  and  a  monitor  on  a  metal  table  on
               my  right.  The  room  was  not  small  for  a  single  bed  and  was  filled  with  white  light.  There  was
               only  one  door  and  it  was  straight  in  front  of  me.  A  tiny  gap  at  the  bottom  showed  that  it  was
               darker  outside  the  room.  Then  I  saw  something  that  made  me  rub  my  eyes  and  look  again.
               There   was   no   lock   on   the   inside   of   the   door.

               The  rest  of  my  body  wasn’t  bound  by  any  restraints,  and  I  managed  to  sit  up  and  keep  my  feet
               on   the   floor.   I   looked   at   the   IV.   Was   it   something  necessary  for  my  health,  or  was  it  not
               supposed   to   be   there?   I   didn’t   have   any   medical   conditions   and   felt   alright   otherwise,   I
               decided  I  couldn’t  just  sit  there  and  wait  for  someone  to  come.  What  if  no  one  came?  Worse
               yet,  what  if  someone  came  and  turned  out  to  be  the  bad  guy,  someone  who  was  keeping  me
               against   my   will?

               This  certainly  felt  like  the  most  probable  option,  because  my  head  felt  heavy  in  a  different
               way.   It   was  as  if  I  had  been  drugged,  and  had  woken  up  from  a  long  sleep.  I  don’t  know
               where  my  body  found  the  strength,  but  it  managed  to  stand  up.  I  held  on  to  the  IV  stand  and
               found  that  the  line  seemed  long  enough  to  reach  the  door.  I  tried  to  drag  the  stand  itself,  and
               the  metal  against  the  tiles  made  a  sharp  noise.  That  was  when  I  heard  a  switch  being  used.
               The   lights   outside   turned   on.

               Someone  was  coming  to  harm  me.  I  heard  footsteps,  though  I  could  not  tell  at  what  distance.
               Something  made  my  heart  race,  and  I  rushed  to  the  door  and  tried  to  push  it.  It  was  locked
               from   the   outside.   The   stand   had   fallen   and   the   liquid   was   spilling   out   of   the   IV   bag.   I
               managed  to  get  closer  to  the  bed  while  still  tethered  to  the  tubes.  The  footsteps  stopped  all  of
               a  sudden,  I  couldn’t  even  tell  whether  they  were  outside  my  door.  Turns  out  they  were.  The
               door  was  slowly  opened,  and  a  figure  in  a  white  coat  stepped  inside.  The  light  outside  seemed




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