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I Deserve

Harshit Shrivastava 2017A2PS0085P

I deserve this hatred,
Because I loved,
Loved the way no one else did.
A fact, love only when you are loved.

I deserve this reality,
Because I thought,
Thought that things will change.
A fact, fact remains same.

I deserve this silence,
Because I said,
Said that this a happy story.
A fact, no story is a happy story.

I deserve this surprise,
Beacause I expected,
Expected that you will stay.
A fact, nothing is permanent

Now, here I am,
lying on this hospital bed,
Got everything I deserved, including this end.

I deserve this death,
because I lived,
Lived the way everyone else did.

This is all, death allowed me to think,
Gave me a minute,
And I gave that last minute to you,
Maybe this is the reason why I deserved all this.

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